Astronaut Shares Depression After ‘Tsunami of Online Abuse After Historic Trip
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her emotional downturn after being subjected to a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a historic all-female space mission.
Amanda Nguyen – known as a researcher and activist – was part of the brief journey to space in April, which also included celebrity crewmates.
The mission was heavily criticized by some, who cited its expense and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the situation, Ms. Nguyen, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the intense backlash overshadowed her achievement under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a public message, describing a phone call from a fellow crew member in the period after the journey.
She portrayed the news reports and online discourse as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Eclipsed by Backlash
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in female health science and operated research during the flight, said everything she had worked for – from her scientific research and extensive preparation to the historic significance of her roots – was drowned out under the deluge of sexist vitriol.
She is best known for her tireless campaigning championing the cause of victims of sexual violence.
Her own goal of reaching space was deferred after an attack during her time as a student, leading to a protracted legal battle.
Finding Solid Ground
Months following achieving her goal, she has stated the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the supporters whose messages of encouragement were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she said.
She concluded that even with the backlash, considerable good had emerged from the mission, including increased focus on her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.
About the Mission
The fully automated spacecraft launched from its launch site in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a short trip that crossed the Kármán line of space.
The group of women also featured leaders in various fields.
The venture behind the mission is a private space firm founded by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.
